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I WAS IN A DREAM…….

I wonder the sun is yello
I hear that the flowers..are laughing with bees….
I was a bird and I was flying with my free wings…

Yes I am flying and flying… On
The sky higher and highly
That the my happiness…
Fullfil in my empty heart…
Because I am free…

What beautiful world…
No more pain
No more suffering
No more grief
No more waiting…..

No clipped my wings…..
No clipped my legs…
My eyes are open…
My hopes are back…and
My dreams are back…

I let my self to feel the joy-in
This wonderful world
My face found that I lost
My smile…..

But……this..,..all…..
Suddenly my body was shaken
I open my eyes…..
I saw the security guards near me
Then I understood……
I am still in the cage…
I was a dream….again
I pushed into the same painfully
Deep dark ditch….and quickly
That the deep suffer and…
Extremly torture……is surrounding my lettle heart
I was in a dream then silent tears
Kockes my eyes…….

Thank u for read my words
S.Ravi

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I HATE MY SELF…!!!

Mentaly I am drained – yes
Spiritually I am feel dead…
Physically I am giving always
Fake smile on my face
Because my lips can’t explain…the pain in my heart

I am loser… I hate my self
Day and each day…..a
Lettle bit more…. Yes I am
So depressed so useless…… I
Just want to go to sleep…
And never wake-up…..

You can’t possibility imagine
Exactly how much pain….surrounding my heart….
I am copping with horrible things…..
I am constantly feel-like
I am at war with my self-to
Copping each day…..

Over and over you lied me-it’s
Over and over makes more pain
Over and over I cried – then
Over and over I am tired and
Over and over I hate my self
Every single second I am passing

I hate my self……… lots
When I started to crying confront of my pain….
All the day’s I am broken…
I am alive behind the masks faces…..
It’s more suffer with loneliness

I hate myself that the things
You doing to me….. With
Your inhuman…… Power
That’s your politics… I lost myself….. I tell every one…
I am fine but reality I am dying

Every things I had it’s running
Away from my head…. I lay
In the bed for hours in the dark
Night….and
Thinking about my future….but
It’s shut down completely…
I am so sad….. I hate my self
Yes……yes……. yes….
I want to sleep never ever wakeup anymore

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feeling sad.

I HATE MY SELF…!!!

Mentaly I am drained – yes
Spiritually I am feel dead…
Physically I am giving always
Fake smile on my face
Because my lips can’t explain…the pain in my heart

I am loser… I hate my self
Day and each day…..a
Lettle bit more…. Yes I am
So depressed so useless…… I
Just want to go to sleep…
And never wake-up…..

You can’t possibility imagine
Exactly how much pain….surrounding my heart….
I am copping with horrible things…..
I am constantly feel-like
I am at war with my self-to
Copping each day…..

Over and over you lied me-it’s
Over and over makes more pain
Over and over I cried – then
Over and over I am tired and
Over and over I hate my self
Every single second I am passing

I hate my self……… lots
When I started to crying confront of my pain….
All the day’s I am broken…
I am alive behind the masks faces…..
It’s more suffer with loneliness

I hate myself that the things
You doing to me….. With
Your inhuman…… Power
That’s your politics… I lost myself….. I tell every one…
I am fine but reality I am dying

Every things I had it’s running
Away from my head…. I lay
In the bed for hours in the dark
Night….and
Thinking about my future….but
It’s shut down completely…
I am so sad….. I hate my self
Yes……yes……. yes….
I want to sleep never ever wakeup anymore

S.Ravi See More

feeling sad.